The Effects of the Red Pill.

You know, this fathers day was a different one for me. Officially, I swallowed the redpill early January. I always knew something was wrong between men and women, I could never put my finger on just what it was before then. My father said that when he had his kids, it was one of the best moments of his life. I reflect on this statement knowing I'll never get to say that because of this legal climate.

What man would take that plunge these days? The more I think about it, the more I begin to realize the side effects of the redpill are everlasting. You will always be reminded that while you have embraced your freedom and went your own way. You will have also missed out on those moments my father recanted on this day.

A part of me is sad knowing what I know, most of me is extremely happy knowing what I know. In a way, I have this lurking suspicion this feeling will never go away. Once you swallow the redpill, you can never go back. You cannot pretend what you saw isn't real, embracing freedom does come with a cost. For many years I knew I was different from a lot of other men, I now realize is what my difference was. I always had top notch critical thinking skills, this is why I always knew something wasn't right between men and women. I would see friends consistently take those plunges and drown.

For years, everywhere I looked, friends were being burned by family courts. The friends that weren't being burned, they were aging much faster due to stress. I feel like I have had modifications done to my eyes to see what I couldn't see before since swallowing the redpill.

When I existed in the bluepill world, I thought my life goal was to find "the right woman" and start a family. I realize my life goal now is to wake up as many men possible. I can only describe what has been waged against men is pure evil. I find myself along with other redpillers in a new dangerous world, a world where the unawakened doesn't want to see men waking up.  Men waking up in mass is a very powerful force, even more powerful than the strongest of bombs.  Sounds ridiculous, doesn't it? Think about it, Japan was nuked twice, they rebuilt and continued on. A calculated nuclear strike did massive damage to that country, but it didn't knock them out. Now we look to the current affairs unfolding before our very own eyes. The herbivore man is quietly shaking the foundations of that country. One Japanese woman told me the grass eaters are poisonous, she fears the amount of men that stop caring. She often questions what the future would hold, if there is a future for her people.

The power of opting out strikes fear into the unawakened, a fear that can and will creep deep into the darkest recesses of their minds. Have you ever heard the saying, "A man who has nothing to lose is the most dangerous man?". That is MGTOW in a sense, men who stopped caring, men who decided to pursue their own path.

I realize the redpill will always have everlasting effects. I also realize I have avoided terrible horrors that could have happened while existing in the bluepill world. I will be honest with you all, it is with great sorrow many men could not say the same. I read stories after stories that permeate through the manosphere about men getting burned, young boys being raped by teachers, yet many of these men won't eat the redpill while continuing to believe in the lie. These teachers continue to get slaps on their wrist, the process keeps on repeating itself, over and over, almost like an infinite loop programming bug.

There are a lot of good men out there who have fallen to this corrupt climate.  We as the awakened have gained an extreme amount of knowledge but in return, we found out we were lied to. Going my own way thus far, it has been peaceful. Knowing what I know, I love the fact I can see things bluepillers cannot.

However one of the greatest tragedies is seeing really beautiful women walking around and not even caring about making eye contact. In a sane world, a world where the climate wasn't misandric and women were held accountable for their actions. Making eye contact with this woman would have been a real treat instead of seeing metaphorical redflags over her head. In a sane world, you wouldn't need to question if this was just another generic self-entitled fuckwit or an honorable person that was worthy of your time. In the redpill world, I find myself just not caring. I am reminded of a great scene in one of my favorite movies, "Office Space". The main character, Peter Gibbons just stops caring. He tells Jennifer Aniston's character that he is basically just opting out of work because he just doesn't care anymore. On Saturday morning, I saw a drop dead gorgeous woman at the park, she was walking her dog. She had long black hair, 6+ tall, a Hispanic woman with the perfect skin complexion. She completely covered in sweat. In a sane world, where misandry didn't ooze from the ground, I might have admired her. In my post redpill world that is full of misandry, I see a potential agent in the matrix.

It is funny knowing how you're programmed and then you flip a middle finger at the code and resist  your programming. I walked passed this beautiful woman at least a dozen times Saturday morning, not once did I make eye contact with her. I knew right then and there, the full scale of the redpills power. In the bluepill world, my weakness was just about every non-white woman, Asian or Latina my biggest weakness.

I begin to realize something as the recent drama that tried to fog up the manosphere regarding men going their own way. Society isn't ready to accept men who no longer care about being role models, maintainers or protectors of this system. I believe this is why the attacks against men going their own way are ramping up. Men who go their own way throws the entire paradigm into that very same fog these people tried to cloud the manosphere with.

You see, men who go their own way follow their own path, they don't follow some pre-determined path society or women has set for them. This strikes fear into the hearts of many, society isn't currently built for men to embrace this philosophy.  This society was never built upon women competing with men for resources either. This is why the state has given women a headstart in every way possible. To further prove my point, the state and the unawakened bail these same women out who then espouse hatred toward them.

Look at all the help women get now in days, can any of you honestly look me in the eye and tell me women are happier now, than say 60 years ago before all of this state sanctioned bigotry started? Most women I see these days, they're on various medications by 18, they sleep around and complain to any and everyone. These same women all complain about the very people who built this civilization through sweat and blood by either fighting in terrible wars or being apart of that 94% work related death statistic that only applies to men.

You know, as horrible as this climate has become. I think one of the biggest reasons why I always knew something was wrong with this current society when it came to dealing with women was simple. As a gamer, you never participate in activities where the time vs reward doesn't make sense, I simply came to the same conclusions about most women. I will look forward to the day some woman proves me wrong, I simply won't wait for that day to arrive.

How do I know I took the redpill? That beautiful Hispanic woman I saw at the park on Saturday stopped to drink at the water fountain. I walked past some old fart who was walking with no shirt on, I said hi to him, not once did I even say shit to the hot woman.

Perhaps if this was a sane world, I might have cared when it came to the hot woman. I am now programmed to know this is an insane world where misandry is around every corner.  Sure she might not have been a typical fuck-wit of a woman this climate seems to infect. The real question you should ask yourself, is it even worth it to find out?